Life's a Roller-Coaster, Or Maybe It's Just Me (@.@)

15/10/2010 is the last day of school. I'm feeling melancholic, and yet free as a bird. Simply because after this, after today, we won't be seeing each other again in a classroom setting and instead -the exam hall. Oh my god...I've really regretted my entire 2 years of being anti-social. But I suppose, and I hope, that I've made up for it today.

Lots of unexpected things happen. These things; they made me rethink what I've been through these years.

It's true I've been down, down and down after the prelims. Things seem bleak; I absented myself for 3 days. But Friday -today, when I came back, things just went in the right direction.

I gotten a hand-made birthday card by a friend (I won't use classmate anymore. ^.^). She remembered my birthday! Moreover, I hadn't given her any during her birthday. Now I just feel guilty, yet thankful.
 

Back view of the card

 

Front view of the card


Shortly after, my FT presented me with a Graduation card (shaped in a bookmark, too! Cute~!).

As you can see, I'm still pondering on who the anonymous "Your Junior, Sec 1E2" is. Most probably from one of my CCAs -Library or Guzheng. I place 90% on my former since my title and time there is...more impactful.

But apparently, my close friend solved that for me. Haha. Way to make a mountain out of a molehill. Either way, I'm extremely thankful! One way to thank the anonymous person, as my dear (perverted! -.-) senior has, is to "Work hard. If the person has chosen not to reveal themselves, what they want is to watch over their sempai and see how they achieved greater heights." How touching! (*^*)

Onto class, I spent my time 'joining' my desk with the person next to me. We've been 'desk-mates for 2 years -my longest in secondary school, definitely! I had fun with them; pictures as proof, too! A funny incident did happen.

"Why take photos? I'm not photogenic." "No, no, we're friends, that's why!"

You should know who the pessimist and optimist is. I'm not the latter though, haha (clue enough for you?). ^W^

Time seem to pass by quickly from then-onwards, and soon, I'm back at home. My mum and I talking about my results, just having a casual conversation like a normal family. Without nagging, rebellion and the like.

It felt nice.

So for now, I'll concentrate hard and think of the good instead of the bad (ahemjealousinsecureexbffahem)

~Ms O c t o b e r